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I graduate this wednesday. Actually, graduation is next sunday, but the last day of school is wednesday. Whatever. It feels unreal. Its been hard getting used to it, but I don't feel as sad anymore. When the year started I was legit panicking about graduating. I just don't what all the responsibilities to fall to me, I wannna be a dumb teenager for a few more years. It'd be so nice to go back to freshman year again, tho I realize its mostly nostalgia. I was miserable freshman year and yet I still wanna go back.

When the year started, I kind of set out to do as much teenage stuff as possible. I don't really know what I thought of as "teenage stuff" but I feel like I accomplished it. I got a girlfriend, started hanging out with my friends more often, started talking to more new people, I'm generally more active. The year just feels complete. And at the same time it doesnt, because theres this looming feeling that Ive missed something important, but I cant really pin down what it is. Thats just how feelings are sometimes ig. They are always so conflicting and make no sense.

Maybe its because I didn't join enough clubs or play sports? Maybe its because I havent gone all out on experimenting with fashion? I don't know. Whatever it is, its kind of late for that. Perhaps I'll make up for it in college. Then again, maybe its just movies influencing me? I like to think that Im not that stupid to expect high school to be like a movie, but maybe I subconciously do it? Or maybe I'm just stupid. Its probably that.

In general living with regret sucks. Especially when the regret is so cloudy that u dont even know what you regret.

To close this post off, I'm going to try and start posting more in this blog. For the longest time I kind of forgot about this website (and I was too busy to update it anyway). This post helped me get some feelings off my chest, and hey, maybe I'll go read this 5 years down the line and reminisce. Tho thats kind of why I haven't written much on here, because I'll read my old posts and cringe. Still, I wish I wrote more this year. And goddamn I'm regretting shit again.

New video!!!!!! woohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wowie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had to get my wisdom teeth removed yesterday, they hadn't even erupted yet so they had to do surgery on my gums. THe actual surgery wasnt so bad but oh fuck owie my gums hurt ow i cant even open my mouth properly or chew. And i have to take chlorhexidine and its bitter and gross. And those were only the top two i have to get the bottom two removed as well. everything sucks. fuck!

We got a favicon in this bitch.

Changed the background image and added an appropriate subtitle today

I'm trying to remake actors anteroom from melty blood in famitracker and it actually sounds ok?????????? wow.

I'm starting to make music in famitracker again and it sounds so boring ugh..,.,... It's not horrible sounding at least. Yeah I know I'm just starting but sometimes you wish you could just get good at something fast. Its hard for me to keep at something, but I'll try to make more music this time around hopefully. I'll probably upload some of the music on here and on my NG eventually, so tune in then!

I started learning css today, and made a few changes to the website and also added a bunch more gifs and added a shitty background. I'll continue working on it in the next whenever idk.

I finally built my fightstick! There are still some things to do, such as the bottom panel and decoration. Overall however, I think its looking pretty good (＾▽＾). I took some pictures but I'll upload them later, but I will upload the art I plan on using.

My first blog post! I've been pretty busy recently so I haven't had much time to work on this website unfortunately. I'm also quite lazy so I think that worsens it a bit :P. Decided to log on today and finally add a blog page (basically what I made this whole website for). Honestly while writing this just thought of maybe writing this blog on myspace or something? Idk.